My dear friend Shreve,
The time has come, but it has not come lightly mind you.
Know that there was nothing you could have done to protect this. There was nothing
you could have done to prevent this. There was nothing you could have done to
remedy what has happened. Your companionship over the years has been cherished
and appreciated. However, in light of my family’s circumstances, there is
something that I must do.
My family is in distress Shreve, and I am unaware of any
pertinent solutions. Caddy has made a mistake. A mistake that cannot be
overlooked. She left a permanent mark on our family’s name that cannot be
removed. This type of mark will stay with my name long after I am gone, but I
will take some solace in knowing that my final act may combat her dishonor.
I have lived my entire life as a southern gentleman, and you
have been invaluable with your friendship. This letter is intended for you, but
I have also written one for my father. Even here, in my final hours, I am
unable to generate enough gratitude that you both deserve. You’ll find my watch in our room. It is
broken, but it still ticks. Time is a delicate thing I discovered, and it
should be handled as such. Feel free to keep it around if you so choose, but I completely
understand if you choose to do otherwise.
People will start to talk; that much I know. But my actions
should not be that ill-received. If anyone asks you, please tell them I did it
for my family. In joining my shadow in the water, I am releasing some honor
back to the legacy of the Compson name. They may not understand, but I hope
that you do my friend.
-Quentin
The honorable death... what honor does he restore this way?
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